Um...I'm not sure I have 10 secrets. I'm a pretty open person so there's not much about my life that I keep secret. I should probably list 10 things that could be a secret but are not.
10 Secrets:
1. I love kids, but can't have then and even if I could I wouldn't because I know I could never bea full time mother because of my bipolar disorder
2. I really want to be an actor, but don't have the courage to try
3. I'm worried that I'll never get a full time editing job and so I am constantly wondering if it's too late to switch careers and if I do what kind of career could I go into?
4. The only reason I haven't tried to sell Destiny (part 1 which is really a whole book by itself) is cause I can't get the first freaking chapter right! Damn you Ordinary World!!
5. The closest I've ever come to being in love was with a con-artist (doh!)
6. Despite my insistance that I'm costisexual, I am in fact heterosexual, I just have weird taste in men, and most of the guys I've had a crush on in my life have turned out to be gay.
7. I don't really have an interest in dating or getting married because I really like having my free time to myself. The idea of sharing all my time with someone who isn't related to me is just weird.
8. I sometimes wonder what it would be like to have grown up being thin. How would I be different?
9. I can't stand my oldest sister and I'm not sure how I can get past my feelings against her in order to keep harmony in the family (not that there is right now). There's a part of me that is still secretly afraid of her because of the number of times I saw her hit everyone else in the family when I was a teenager.
10. My most embarassing secret: I sometimes read fan fiction. *gasp*
2. Two words for you: Community Theater. I know how much you love acting in general; just do it. Drag someone to audition with you.
ReplyDelete3. I feel you. Anytime I feel doubts about my career, it's not about my current job, but my entire field. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I'd majored in English, like my family (unbeknownst to me) had been expecting.
4. If you want fresh eyes to look at it, let me know.
7. It took a while, but eventually Bill and I discovered that (1) we both need our own space where we can shut the door (his studio and my study, respectively) and (2) sometimes I need to just go off by myself for a day and it has absolutely nothing to do with him.